I can never take a rest
Because nothing I can be is real
when it comes time to express
it's something I can only feel
cause I know I can never be the same
I'm blamed for being controlled
and nothing I can say can explain me
Why would I be blamed for holding you up to the sky?
I'm left here to be claimed, I'm just left to fucking die
When all is said and done I'm still the only one that has to live with me
No one ever gave me shit to make me feel like I could stand
they just kept pulling on my strings and pretending to understand